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Felt the butterflies

On the last day of our tibet tour, she told me her most favorite nite of the whole trip was the one we shared the bed together with one blanket where I was holding her hand trying to keep her warm. Tibet is realllly cold (snowing cold).

I was really surprised and felt a deep happiness to be able to help her. She’s a friend I first met from a tour to new york more than 5 years ago. She’s from and lives in Beijing, China. I really am thankful for her awesome friendship even tho we seldom see each other. Funny part is she speaks broken English and I speak broken mandarin. Don’t even know how we became friends. Lol.

She also said its so weird that whenever we meet, she felt like we are long time close buddies.

I finally have the chance to spend ten days in Tibet (my dream trip since a kid).

Aug 7

Update

Haven’t been posting for quite sometime already in here.

Last time my curiosity hit, I found out I have not missed a thing. She still the same if not already gotten more bigger since that last weight gain she had.

And for me, I’ve been doing good and still on track. Now I swim at a local public pool. The place is nice, clean and organized. I swim Monday thru Friday unless I have appointments, dinner plans, pms or the pool closure. August is my 2nd month into swimming. I’m very committed to swimming. I’ve even met a few nice ppl at the pool when we had to share lanes. Its really a fantastic feeling meeting new and nice ppl out there.

Well, my journey to consistency and persistency continue til my Tibet trip in beginning of October. After my trip, I’ll be also meeting with a girl that I have been talking to via phone and txt for the a lil over a month already. It’ll be a great date to go out and have fun with.

Fell in love with these flowers at my coworker’s desk. And got caught by two other coworkers laughing at trespassing. Lol! I’m mesmerized by the vibrant colors and the placement. really beautiful.

Fell in love with these flowers at my coworker’s desk. And got caught by two other coworkers laughing at trespassing. Lol! I’m mesmerized by the vibrant colors and the placement. really beautiful.

zodiaccity:

Zodiac Files: Gemini and their social skills.



Finally something agreeable. This is actually true. I do feel socially arkward but I still try to converse.

zodiaccity:

Zodiac Files: Gemini and their social skills.

Finally something agreeable. This is actually true. I do feel socially arkward but I still try to converse.

Silly KG

It’s ridiculous (to me) that I still have this much feelings for you (L.L) after all these years have passed. Killing me. Ok, Continue to suppress.

The dog owner thinks her dog is mixed with chihuahua… i told her no way. Hes clearly a pitbull. i actually enjoy walking her dog. Made strong bonds with him too. A very agressive guy that lacks proper training from his owner. Poor guy.

The dog owner thinks her dog is mixed with chihuahua… i told her no way. Hes clearly a pitbull. i actually enjoy walking her dog. Made strong bonds with him too. A very agressive guy that lacks proper training from his owner. Poor guy.

(Source: goodreads.com)

Hope to be sooner than later.

Hope to be sooner than later.

(Source: blingee.com)

Jogging at Lake Merced

I wanna run 4.5 miles Lake Merced again to mend/soothe out the heartache. Ran on friday and yesterday. Felt really good but just have knee sore (not pain yet) afterwards tho. Currently at 52 mins, going to aim at 4X mins.

Sunday 6/22

Had a baby shower BBQ at coyote point. Met/saw my high school sweetheart ex (my very 1st love). She lost some weight since the last I was with her back in freshman college. Since we share common middle and high school friends, I occasionally hear news here and there about her. Like, she had skin allergic reactions consume beef or meat (which it was never the case when I was with her). But during this shot bbq, I saw her took a bbq ribs so my guess is her allergic reactions are over. That’s a good thing to see. Well, we didn’t talk at all nor even say hi. I just tilted my head and smiled at her while with all the commotions of people running around and talking. Since it was noisy there, I don’t know if she said hi softly to me or not but she didn’t nod her head and kind of smiled back too.

I also heard she have a bf now and have been going out for a little over a year by now which she didn’t bring along with her. She bought her older sister only. I was actually hoping she’d bring her bf so that I can see how he looks like in person.

Before finally sitting in front of a computer, so many thoughts and flash backs flock by quickly. Lost and mixed feelings and thoughts gone by. Thoughts like whether if I should approach her again and be back friends or to the least aquintance that would actually say hi and hang out for a little without awkwardness. As usual, my other angel side would tell me, “nah, get over it, pal. No need to have such a gesture. Rejection or weird eye stare isn’t the most pleasant thing in the world especially when the feelings are only one sided.”

So, for now, as long as I see that she seems happy with life then I will keep quiet and hope for the best in her from far away.

2014

Good Nite

I love you.

While watched “Bloomington” for the 10th time

kgtom:

I don’t get how the female professor just saw the freshman female student and knew she’s the one of her love in the 1st place. Like how would you know she’s even into females…. I wish i have that guts or if even better that someone would have that courage to approach me like that.

Both are hot chicks. I love that movie even if the beginning went a bit rushing to develop the context.

@ almightychu, Yeah, but i didn’t really have crushes back then. They were mostly on the older side. Haa…. You should watch that movie if you haven’t already.

While watched “Bloomington” for the 10th time

I don’t get how the female professor just saw the freshman female student and knew she’s the one of her love in the 1st place. Like how would you know she’s even into females…. I wish i have that guts or if even better that someone would have that courage to approach me like that.

Both are hot chicks. I love that movie even if the beginning went a bit rushing to develop the context.